Hardest things in life!!!!!

some things so far in my life were really hard for me to do!
like.....
1. saying sorry to my parents!
2. saying bye to friends who had been there, right next to me for years.
3. leaving your family and going away to hostel for the first time...
4. the day my elder sister got married and moved away from home...
5. the death of my best friend..
6. trying not to cry while watching STEPMOM.
7. telling my parents that there is someone i want to spend the rest of my life with!
8. realizing that i could flunk!!!!!!!!! physics model exams in tenth grade
9. admitting i made a mistake in taking a course in clinical psychology instead of industrial psych!
but the hardest thing that i had to do so far was last week.......
10. the one person who means the most to me in this world left for another continent and the worst part was that i had no idea when i would see him next. i was really glad that my parents agreed that i could go to africa and see him sometime this year....

the hardest thing i have ever had to do was say bye to him and not cry! cos i knew that if he left and the last thing he heard from me was me crying, he would be upset!!!!

without any doubt saying bye to him as he was on the flight was the hardest thing i ever had to do! i knew right then that there would be noone else for me but that one guy who was taking my heart with him on that plane!

this is to you sunshine... for bringing light into my life!!!!